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Wednesday, 6 December 2017

I'm sorry & Thank you.

Thank you for leaving me alone when I was sad, crying and dying every minute.
Thank you for never supporting me, never encouraging me. 
Thank you for never appreciating me, and the things I have done for you, for us.
Thank you for taking me for granted.
Thank you for making me feel low often. 
Thank you for never being there, when I needed you the most. 
Thank you for breaking the promises often. And the most biggest promise that you've made.
Thank you for asking me to leave you.
Thank you for all the excuses you've made.
Thank you for saying everything that you've said rudely. And finally, 
Thank you for changing yourself so much that I often wondered, 'Are you really the one who proposed me, who needed me the most, who was once there for me all the time!'
I'm sorry that I care for you so much, I'm sorry that I love you very much.
I'm sorry for forgiving you always. I'm sorry that I accepted you, I'm very sorry that I never had the courage to let you go even when you wanted, sorry for fighting for us, I'm sorry for not giving up long ago, I'm sorry that I always trusted you, I'm sorry for crying hard for you, I'm sorry for the things I have done for you and us. I'm sorry for trying so hard. I'm sorry that I had no strength to leave you though you made me cry often, though you wanted to leave, though you had no courage to fight for us.


I was there, I was always there for you. I did everything that I could do for you. Never did in my wildest of dreams I thought of hurting you, but you blamed me, you often said I'm the reason behind your anger, frustration and sadness. 
Where are those days gone, my love? 
When you wanted only me, those days when every word I spoke was your favorite, every minute we've got to spend together was appreciated greatly. Those days, when you often reminded me of how much you love me and miss me the most. 
Why did you change yourself so much?

Was I never there for you? Don't I give you my best? Where did I go wrong?

Oh yes! After all, it was my mistake. Everything was my mistake, I feel. I'm sorry not only for coming into your life, but I wish that I was dead on the day I was born. That's how the people I love the most on this earth made me feel often. But I never expected you to do that to me. I thought you were different, I thought that I'm worth fighting for at least for you, oh! I'm sorry, I thought you loved me, needed us together and could really stand for us, our promises and the future.
Thank you for giving up on us.

From,
The wrong girl, you met and left.
The one, who was always there. 
The one, who is now dying each second.
Oh yes! Thank you so much and I'm sorry.

Monday, 6 November 2017

The inner space.


A man with the narrower points of view, a woman with the shorter temperaments is busy cursing one other, in the sky high building, on the wider highways they roam but with no deeper feelings. 
They all spend more but enjoy less. They have the bigger houses but no loved ones. 
They have more compromises and less time. 
The one’s who think of gaining the more knowledge of the world but have the less judgment. 
Some of the people have multiplied the possessions but reduced the values. 
Some talk pretty much but love only a little, some are having so much of hate in their little hearts. 

Some are having the higher income but fewer morals. 
The more liberty one has got, but the less true joy he experienced. 
Somewhere next to road, a baby has nothing to eat and someone has too much of food with less nutrition. 
Most of the people in the world have conquered the outer space, but for definitely not their inner space.

- Jyoti Patel.

Yes, Men cry!

Yes, Men cry!
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They feel, they can become emotional and moody, they feel sad, hurt, bad, and worst at times.
They are the one who mostly hide, the one who cannot express, some may!

Not every guy is good at lying. May be, the one you will get married too don’t exactly knows how to play with your hair, flirt with you or good at making the first move.

Well, hold his hands and bring his face closer to yours. Say ‘I love you’ to him, surprise him and take him out on a date.

Tell him all the scary and beautiful bed time stories, write a beautiful poem for him, prepare a good meal and wear his favorite dress.
They’re meant to be loved as well.

Let him know that you love him more than anyone or anything else in the world.

Sing his favorite songs, cook his favorite cuisine, hug him from the behind and caress his hair!

Let him see the weirdness which was hidden deep inside you, let him see all the sides of you.
The caring, weird and the strong person in you. The baby inside you!

You may hold his hands for a while but do the things that makes his heart hold onto yours, forever and thereafter.

From the book, 'The Mystic Soul.'
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The beauty.


You were always so proud about your beauty all this while but did your beauty help you to build the strong bond with your family and friends?

Did it gain you a place in your loved one’s heart? I will tell you what beauty actually is, you know, being born as a girl is a beauty, growing up and getting married is a kind of beauty. When you offer your hand to help someone brings out the beauty that’s inside you.

Always remember, riches are not everything in life, if that is the case
A person, who has so little won’t ever be smiling and stay happy. And those, who has lots of wealth ever finds it difficult to sleep for a while peacefully.

No matter how many riches a person have, sometimes what we seek the most is a place in someone’s heart.
The money is needed to run the family but not to ruin and know that it is not only everything.

That person is beautiful; who tries to bring out the best in others. If you don't let others be pushed to the side, it’s beautiful. If you see someone lagging behind, walking beside them is a beautiful thing. If someone is being ignored, taking the step to include them is beautiful.

People who always remind others of their worth are the beautiful souls. Knowing that, it hurts when it feels like you're being forgotten and not letting the same to happen for someone is one of the beautiful thing.

Charming is that man, who educated and raised his children in the meagre salary that he earned as a watchman.
Beautiful is that girl who always loved you more than you expected, who helps people, who taught you right from the wrong. A mother who bears the child in her womb for nine months and becoming a mother is beauty. That is the real beauty.

~ Jyoti Patel.
From the book, 'The Mystic Soul.'
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Don’t just happen.


Say I love you often, say it out loud! Just say it and mean it. Don’t just say.
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Say in the ways that your better half forgets all the worries in the world, that they fall in love with you over and over again deeply, peacefully and truly.
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Remember them the great moments you’ve both had together, love as if she is your little angle. Love him as if he is the only person you have in this entire beautiful world.
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Tell her that she is beautiful and powerful when she is broken from deep within and think that the life is difficult.  Ask her to stare at you, lift her head up, when she is upset. Talk it all out.
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Play both of your favorite songs, remind them about that first time when you made her cry as a child and trust me, she will laugh hard and make a face when you do so.
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Remind her often that you can do anything in the universe to have her in your life.
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Tell her to talk, listen to her problems, and ask her not to hold back her tears but to cry it all out holding you tight.
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Tell her it’s perfectly okay not to be happy every second of life. And yes, tell them that you will always be there when the times are tough, when everybody else feels it difficult to handle her and it’s only you, who should be there to accept her flaws, mistakes and to make her smile forever.
Because that’s what the love is. Being there, caring, listening and understanding.
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Oh yes, just be there. And see how beautiful the things turn out to be, I believe that more than you could have ever possibly imagined or at least better than what could happen if you leave her alone during the worst.
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If you can’t love someone in the bad, if you can’t make them happy nor smile a little when the things are worst, then don’t always just expect to share the smiles.
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Life can be tough at times, people can be hard to handle, and things may go upside down as they sometimes will, but during every phase of life if you both can be together, make the ways to come out of the troubles and face the challenges of life together then you know? It’s true.
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Meant to be don’t just happen!

~ Jyoti Patel
From the book, The Mystic Soul.
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A look back.

Oh lady, just look back. Look back to the first day of your love. That love which you have felt, on the very first day, that feeling in your heart, those lovely words you spoke, goose bumps you’ve had and the endless dreams of life.
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Think, think and think my lady!
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Just don’t stop to think. Let your mind be free to explore the beautiful old memories.
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Think about the songs he sang for you with his lovely voice, which you always adored the most in the world.
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Think about the words she wrote for you, think about the day when he first said 'I love you' think how he made you smile always.
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Just wait for a moment, don’t just think, and don’t go on thinking, smiling, or crying with the memories. Hold on right there!
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Get them back; let that spark be alive, let that baby inside you come out once again.
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Remind them, remind yourself  the best of moments, say I love you as many times as you want too, and don’t just speak them, when you do, mean those powerful words, the words which have the deeper meanings and the greatest feelings attached.
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Oh, when we say something, when you feel those words, when you do something out of love so deeply and passionately, we will know it. She will know it.
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When you speak something with him, don’t say anything just out of the habit but with the unconditional love. Pure and true!
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As the way, you spoke on the very first day of togetherness. As the way you cherished that feeling when you got the chance to walk with her for the first time and wished that the time stops right there.
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Bring that feeling back.
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~ Jyoti Patel.
From the book, 'The Mystic Soul.'

A life together.


I want to travel, alone and with him.
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I want to hug him from the behind, I want to count the brightest stars on the darkest nights with him, I want to go for a walk, I want to stare into the eyes, I want to punch gently on his chest and play with his hair, holding his hands, I want to read for him and write about him.
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I want to cook his favorite food; touching his cheeks gently, I want to kiss on his forehead.
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I want to speak my heart out and listen to his words deeply.
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I want to become the reason for all his beautiful smiles & laughter!
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I want him to enjoy the ride sitting behind me, I want him to hug me tight, stare into my eyes and speak to me more when I’m low. I want to play the pranks and imitate all of his expressions.
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I want him to be free, I want to explore this beautiful world with him! I want to talk, share, listen, think deeply, understand things, write poetry, and celebrate everyday of life with him.
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I have a wish to make out after our silly fights, I have a wish to kiss him in middle of the nights, I wish to romance with him while it’s raining outside. I wish to hug him tightly and kiss passionately and then smile looking at him, as if he is the only one for me. I want to hold him tight when the things go wrong and to be there to assure that 'everything is going to be fine.'
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 I want to become his strength, on the worst of days, a supporting and caring friend.
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I want us to be free. Free from the ego, fake smiles and the melodramatic things.
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I want him to share stuff with me, to be free, to know that I never judge him as I’m not the other person but the one inside him.
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I want him to play with my ponytail, to make fun of my floral pyjama, to irritate me all the way, to show me his silly side, to love me deeply and unconditionally.
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I want him to be honest, to be truthful, and to have patience when the times are tough.
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I wish to hold his hands in public without a second thought. I want him to look at me and then the side ways. To feel shy, the one who can bring out the best in me; the one who cannot think about leaving me when the worst arrives. I want him to elaborate that blush on my face, staring at him. I want him to hold me tight and kiss me hard!
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I want to whisper in his ears, experiencing the wind coming from the ocean.
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Oh! I just want us to be together, to love each other, to fight with each other & for one other. I want us, not only for all these things but truly and wholeheartedly, what I always wish for is leading a life together.
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~ Jyoti Patel.
From the book, 'The Mystic Soul.'

Sunday, 5 November 2017